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Better

by Josey

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eva dayymnnnn this album guud holy SHIT they made this all themself??? wtf thts amazing Favorite track: Cute.
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Sara Cotton Feelin a little better after listening to this Favorite track: Shorts.
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1.
Intro 01:57
l am in my room eating lots of cookies trying hard to remember how it must have looked to u when l was 102 5'8" and off my rocker u must have thought me pretty awkward u must have thought me pretty cute to be the way u were Chorus [looking back on it now it looks really weird guess that l don't know how l got all the way from there 2 here wrote a couple songs drank a lot of beer feels good to be back on top 2 know that l'm in the clear] but wait what's that l don't know if reflection is even good probably not l never know if l'm doing what l should chorus
2.
Crazy 03:09
l'm wearing way 2 much makeup in Janurary cry trying 2 make myself sparse around ppl that l rly like because l do not want them to get tired of me Chorus: [sorry l'm so crazy l just want to be famous l'm not trying to explain this away] l want to b Micheal Stipe l killed a bug l8 last night in the shower, drowned it dead on accident, now it's in my head l sleep BETTER in my bed my blanket's soft my arms are lead, l could try to put up a fight but don't feel like it so l guess l'll say goodnight Chorus l would like to sleep l would like if l could keep myself from myself counting sheep but myself just like 2 repeat my selfish moments and add some heat until my brain is boiling l could try to put up a fight but don't feel like it so l guess l'm up all night ask me about myself l'll spill the beans and so much else lt's cause l get 2 comfortable r u cool with this? do u think l'm cool? do u go to school here? o that's cool let's go 2 rivers let's act the fool this could b like rly good l'm thinkin way to far ahead again! chorus and like a chorus of the chorus
3.
Beautiful 02:28
l don't feel beautiful in the waffle house bathroom down the street from where l met u nemore beauitful like the time l slammed the door on ur hand u said it was fine u said the pain would go away well did it? darling, l guess at least ur pride's in tact r u aware of all the motor skill u lack? ahh! beautiful like that song l used to sing it went like: l know that l'm a liar 2 u right now u know that l am lying and that's y we work so well if everything went according to plan l would probably b ur man but l'm not that kind of person and ur not that kind of girl that's y we work so well yeah that meant everything 2 me it makes sense y u wouldn't get it u r not the same as me and l expect u 2 b different and that's so beautiful like every single thing oh l can hardly believe my eyes every time l look outside the world turns blue & green shades l've never even seen l can't believe it ahh! beautiful (etc)
4.
My House 03:28
They say hey wait for me l say no thx l'm alright l say wait wait and see l'll b an artist l'll prove u right they say ok leave me behind l stay up all nite l don't get shit done but hey l'll pretend to write there's the house that l grew up in when l was a baby same as l ever was as it were and 4ever will b l'm alive l'm right here take a picture make it cleaar u take the pic l look like shit ur no photographer my dear my hair my smile did l even try not to look weird? oh l don't care l'll stay with u like why not have a few more beers in the carports there's a bike l used to ride and preserved in memory all the times l cried when l had to go outside up above me are some birds l used 2 know l said l would watch them 4ever but l don't, so it goes alright...
5.
Call 02:05
If u think it's weird that l've been in my head so much then u probably don't fuck with me @ all l could call u Al and u would look at me like "y r u still bugging me?" l'd look down and l'd give my friend a call Chorus: [they'd say "hey, what's up?" l'd explain they'd say "it's ok" l'd say "l know" and "thanks" they'd talk about their day and l'd say "hey, listen to this stupid song l made"] lf u think it's weird that l've been in my bed so much then u don't get recovery @ all l could call u out but u probably just forgot all that stuff that went down with those doctors in the fall because now it is march and things r going well l've got out of my feelings and out of the bathroom stall but l wanna call them up cause last nite l fucked up l made myself throw up and if l called them up chorus except a different end
6.
Dear Friend 01:12
7.
Better 03:12
it isn't hard 2 fight a feeling when ur staring at the cieling don't take that as advice don't think anything: that is stealing :) these are the jokes that l will tell my daughter or my son when the day is done and they r very tired so that will laugh u laugh more when u r tired Chorus 1: (it get's better, l hope that it get's better get some sleep and you'll get better rinse repeat and you'll get better it gets) Chorus 1 and 2: (l hope that it get's better get some sleep and you'll get much better watch what u eat you'll get much better rinse repeat and you'll feel much better) that's what l'll tell them they'll listen closely that's what l'll tell them at nite it will b nice Chorus 1 Chorus 1 & 2 Chorus 1 & 2 & 1 again
8.
Shorts 02:53
Chorus: (l put my legs in some shorts it feels good this time of year it should b cold but it's not l kinda hate it here but holy smokes do u see my outfit every year l just get better and better l kinda love it here) l used to think about my thighs how they scrape used 2 hate my girly arms now l think that they look gr8 now l hate my boyish charm used 2 starve like Daniil Kharms used 2 b cause 4 alarm now l'm sittin on the lawn in some shorts chorus And now l think about my hips how they sway l f feel like Dubuffet with my thighs brut every day everyday drunk on wine sugar high and feelin fine dancing like my body's mine dancing but not keeping time in some shorts some ooos and ahhs and some shorts chorus
9.
Say Yes 02:05
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after We broke up a month ago and I grew up I didn't know I'd be around the morning after It's always been wait and see A happy day and then you pay And feel like shit the morning after But now I feel changed around and instead falling down I'm standing up the morning after Situations get fucked up and turned around sooner or later And I could be another fool or an exception to the rule You tell me the morning after Crooked spin can't come to rest I'm damaged bad at best She'll decide what she wants I'll probably be the last to know No one says until it shows, see how it is They want you or they don't Say yes I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl Who's still around the morning after
10.
Cute 03:52
we were hangin out in my car somebody said that they liked how the stars were out l was lookin out the rearview mirror tryin to c the car behind us clearer (and u) u were hangin out the window with ur hair blown back l like it when it looks like that l try 2 establish eye contact i want u 2 look @ me 2 tell me l'm pretty or mayb just cute :) chorus- (l wanna b cute l wanna b twenty and lookin @ u and u lookin @ me and sayin l'm cute "can't believe that we're 20 let's go to the party and leave") we were hangin out in a bar l said that l wanted out and u said "me 2" we were walking under Christmas lites it was January but it still looked nice like u l said "u look nice 2" asked what u wanted 2 do l don't want b smooth chorus a couple times
11.
When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side Of the road, turn out the lights, get out, and look up at the sky And I do this to remind me that I'm really really tiny In the grand scheme of things and sometimes this terrifies me But it's only really scary 'cause it makes me feel serene In a way I never thought I'd be because I've never been So grounded and so humbled and so one with everything I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything Rock and roll is fun but if you ever hear someone Say you are huge look at the moon, look at the stars, look at the sun Look at the ocean and the desert and the mountains and the sky Say I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye I am just a speck of dust inside a giant's eye When I saw genevieve I really liked it when she said What she said about the giant and the lemmings on the cliff She said "i like giants- especially girl giants. 'cause all girls feel Too big sometimes, regardless of their size" When I go for a drive I like to pull off to the side Of the road and run and jump into the ocean in my clothes And I'm smaller than a poppyseed inside a great big bowl And the ocean is a giant that can swallow me whole So I swim for all salvation and I swim to save my soul But my soul is just a whisper trapped inside a tornado So I flip to my back and I float and I sing I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything I am grounded, I am humbled, I am one with everything some days l'd rise to the challenge and other days l'd feel so bad that l could not get out of bed and on the days l felt bad l sang and sang and sang and sang and sang l got good at feeling bad and that's y l'm still here!
12.
Wake Up 03:01
Wake up get dressed 100 times and sigh skip breakfast then stumble outside has nebody ever been this tired? quit acting like u have it bad lookat ur home and at ur mom and dad just be thankful 4 the things u have u r not defined by what u lack ur lacking calories and just want to laugh so wake up Wake up get dress 100 times and die ur brain explodes and ur on fire u don't know what it is 2 b on fire so why'd u write that line? l don't know! Wake up get out of bed and get out of ur head ur wearing bracelets like u always said u never would so wake up waaaaaaake up wake up wake up wakeup wakeupwakeup wake u p w a k e u p !

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This is an album about getting and feeling better and self love and awareness and stuff! I hope it makes you feel better!

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released April 20, 2018

I'd like to thank a long list of people for helping making this album in no particular order:
Tessa, Eva, my brother Sam, Angel, my mother and father, Colin, Ollie, Christian, Blake, Davis, Kunho, Bryan, Rachel, Erin, and way too many many other ppl l can't remember who encouraged and helped me along the way...
l recorded most of the lyrics in the recording booth at the MLC, and the rest in my dorm or bedroom, thanks to WUOG for the mics!

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